D-Day.

Derek deploys tomorrow for 7 months to Afghanistan. I am utterly heartbroken, but I know we will do just fine. We had pre-deployment leave in Texas, and his parents have been here since Friday. He has to be on base tomorrow at 7:30 in the morning :( Although it sucks ASS that he is leaving so early, it will give me a whole day to get all of my crying out and try to adjust a little. I can't even imagine how puffy my eyes are going to be when I go into work Wednesday. I'm definitely going to be hitting up some sedatives the next week or so because it is completely impossible for me to get any rest when he isn't sleeping beside me. It makes me tear up just writing this. I have been totally MIA the past months, but with him leaving I think it will be good therapy for me to keep a blog while he is gone. So here's to a 7 month deployment. Screw you deployment number 2!!